||[Jun. 20th, 2005|01:22 am]
|||||Blink 182 - all of this||]|
It's been forever, and that's how it should be I guess.
I ended up going to my sisters this weekend to see hollows moving castle, great movie, I really loved it along with all his other movies.
Lately theres been nothing new, just the same old crappy year, I said it was going to be crappy, but did you believe me?
I have no idea when I'm getting another car, probably never because my parents suck shit, I've been very alone lately, just me, my computer and hell itself hanging on my shoulders.
I have nothing to do anymore, nothing to say I've become so empty and dull it sickens me, but what am I to do but rot anyways, no room for being myself when theres no one to witness who I am.
Truely this is the taste of death, what the undead feel, the vampire itself says of it's pain but no one understands till they know exactly, what it is to be dead, to be nothing but alone for eternity. But really, I can't take this, i'm sure you have no idea what I mean but i'm being honest as goes for all my other posts, they're all about something not random jargon, but still no ones there to read them either way or not. Spare me the pity, I've spent so much of my own on myself I'm puking it up like a bad taste.